Bedtime Blues

I'm feeling a little blue tonight.

I decided that tonight would be the 1st night that Jr sleeps in his own bedroom. He has been sleeping in ours in his pack 'n' play. But I feel like he's ready for his own bed. So I'm trying it tonight. I guess you could say I was "buttering him up" for it tonight. Him and I took a warm bath together and played in there with his Winnie The Pooh squirt toys for a little, then fed him his nightly bottle of formula and cereal, and let him hang out with us in the living room for a little. And I just went and layed him down and put on some music for him. And now I'm sitting back in the living room listening to him cry over the monitor. I feel like a mean mommy but it has to happen sooner or later. I suppose I'll let him cry it out for a little and then go in to check on him, but its sad. I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight knowing he's not right next to my bed. But I am leaving the pack 'n' play up that way if it really doesn't work out I can bring him in there and get him to bed. That or I'll end up going in there to check on him all the time.

Its just hard to let him grow up and know that he's growing up because he's sleeping in his own room like a "big boy". HAHA!

On to today's events... A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING! I really didn't get anything accomplished other then doing dishes and cleaning bottles... Oh and making dinner of course. I wanted to get some laundry done, but I guess that can just wait until tomorrow. I used to be so good about getting things done on my days off of work, but anymore I just want to spend the whole day playing with Jr or snuggling with him on the couch for a little nap time or while he sleeps I watch a tv show or movie.

And I've been thinking a little lately, of ways for some extra income... I was thinking about going back to doing Mary Kay once we move back to MD. And I said something to my Aunt Jen about it, and she mentioned maybe I'd like to do Pampered Chef, since I like to cook/bake and love their products. I guess its food for thought for me, and I'll have a lot of thinking to do before I make any decisions.

Night ya'll... I'll update tomorrow on how it goes with Jr sleeping his room.... So far so good, I don't hear a peep over the monitor, I think I'll go check on him in a few just to make sure he's ok.